If you have lost someone to death, have you ever thought about the reality that on the exact
date of your loved one’s passing, others were dying as well? It’s hard to step outside of the “my pain, my
suffering, my loss” whirlwind and look beyond to the very real truth that
January 11, 2014 was the end of life date for more than just my husband. Tim wasn't the only one welcomed into his
Savior’s arms that day.
I recently attended my fourth funeral in as many
months.
It leaves me pondering death; its part in the life cycle,
and the vastness of our God. Obviously,
this isn't my first dive into the depths of the murky, thought-filled waters of
this topic. I lived with the very real
looming threat of deaths grasp for 12 months.
While Tim’s battle was a two year one, we had times when we truly
believed we were going to conquer this cancer and God was going to heal
him. Death wasn't in our vocabulary
until the dreaded “terminal” word was uttered; and even after that, we held out
hope for earthly healing for several more months.
My mind circles on auto pilot around several thoughts on
this subject. Some of which I will share
here. (Others were submitted a few months ago to a ministry that I guest blog
for and are awaiting publication.)
The vastness of God….that’s what I’d like to explore today. Let me begin by saying, I don’t have all the
answers, I am baffled by His majesty and His ability to not be confined by
space.
You might want to get your Bible for today’s blog. Go ahead, I'll wait.
Ready?
Have you ever really meditated on the fact that God is not spatially
limited? His eyes are everywhere
(Proverbs 15:3). He cannot be contained (1 Kings
8:27; 2 Chronicles 2:6). God fills the
heavens and the earth (Jeremiah 23:23-24; Psalm 139:7-12). His vastness is beyond our comprehension
(Psalm 113:4-6).
God was holding Tim and rejoicing over his homecoming
at
the very same moment that
He was holding me and comforting my grieving
heart over the loss of my husband.
He is
everywhere.
Certainly, we were not the
only humans grieving in all the earth on that day. God was with every single one of His children…all
at the same time and all in the exact way they needed Him. Simultaneously celebrating with Tim and comforting me. It is mind-boggling, but it is Biblical truth.
Isn't it beautiful, just the thought of His limitlessness? He is sovereign and powerful. All majesty is due His name (1 Chronicles
29:11; Psalm 8:9).
Our God is vast,
yet
at the same time so intimate and
personal with each of us.
"When I consider your
heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set
in place, what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care
for him?" {Psalm 8:3-4}
Father God, thank you that you tenderly love us right where
we are. Your majesty knows no boundaries
and yet still you care deeply for every single one of your children. You are sovereign and you are good. Your complexity is beyond comprehension. You are everywhere, at all times. I won’t pretend to understand it, but I am
forever grateful that you are. Amen.
I have been greatly touched by your story and the strength of your faith and trust in God. You are a blessing to many who have struggles in this life. As you are dwelling on the majesty of God, may I suggest a documentary that I have just seen by Louie Giglio. He has a very special talent in teaching of God's majesty. Here is the site: http://youtu.be/PtpTk2ENq7o. I hope it will be a blessing to you as it was to me. Prayers for you and your family as you heal together. Nancy Coleman
ReplyDeleteThank you Nancy.
DeleteI am blessed by your strength and love for God. HE IS AMAZING! You are an encouragement to us all. I knew Tim in school, and I was and am touched by your family's continued faith. It is a testimony to many. Thank you!
ReplyDelete"getGordon", thank you for your kind words I am thankful God is using our story to encourage you.
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